In your life time you go through so much. There are times that people you know even people in your family tell you that you need to let go of some people in your life. You are the only that can make the call for yourself. Its your life your are free to mess up because that is how lessons are learn. One most important thing that I have learn is when you have a long relationship with someone they are not that easy to forget about. It all depends how close you get to that person. If you let that person know your really dark secrets you will always feel a connection with that person.
It make it hard to get over that person if you see that peson almost everyday. So at this point am single and just let all this play out the way God wants to because I am not a type of person to froce anyone to be with me.Only God knows who is right for me. I just have to sit back and let God lead me down the path he has set before me
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Friday, December 10, 2010
This year
This year is coming to an end. I can't help but to sit here and look back on everything I been throught this whole year. School has been going okay. A year relationship coming to end. My father is not around.
and just alot of emotions break downs.
Most people tell me to let all the pain go but it's not that easy.
Everything that I been though has affect me in both a good and bad way.
If I told half the things that I been through you wouldn't believe it.
Most of time i just hide my pain because I know that is never really going to away.
For those who I been open with know what am talking about.
Now I am not writing this so people can start feeling sorry I am writing this to show that no matter what am put throught I will always mange to still keep on to reach my dream.
and just alot of emotions break downs.
Most people tell me to let all the pain go but it's not that easy.
Everything that I been though has affect me in both a good and bad way.
If I told half the things that I been through you wouldn't believe it.
Most of time i just hide my pain because I know that is never really going to away.
For those who I been open with know what am talking about.
Now I am not writing this so people can start feeling sorry I am writing this to show that no matter what am put throught I will always mange to still keep on to reach my dream.
Love in my eye sight
Love is that emotion that when you have it for someone it is not easy to let go of.
When you date someone for a long period of time those happy memories are not easy forgotten.
No one person is going to love like anyone from your past did but, you have to decide what is right for you.
You should never move on to another relationship if you still have any sort of feelings for the person that you were just with.
If you go throught a heart break give yourself time to heal.
You can never give anyone yourself completely to any one unless you are sure that there is no romactic feeling between you and any one form your past.
Don't rush love,it will come your way when the time is right.
When you date someone for a long period of time those happy memories are not easy forgotten.
No one person is going to love like anyone from your past did but, you have to decide what is right for you.
You should never move on to another relationship if you still have any sort of feelings for the person that you were just with.
If you go throught a heart break give yourself time to heal.
You can never give anyone yourself completely to any one unless you are sure that there is no romactic feeling between you and any one form your past.
Don't rush love,it will come your way when the time is right.
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Fighting Diseases
In the 21st century with the advent of the refrigeration system and proper medical care many of us ordinary citizens here in the U.S and other countries have sought to rid the world especially South Africa of the Human Introvernal Virus along with other top viral contenders including Malaria, Ebola and others. In the Introduction from the book Rx for Survival by Hilts the author describes the grizzly and highly disturbing effects of some of the top viruses of our time, how the viruses got to be so potent and their effects on human society. One thing a hilt does not mention is a possible cost efficient solution IE it doesn’t cost much in the way of global economy or human cost. To this end I intend to find a solution to the AIDS/HIV Epidemic. My solution consists of three parts. Automation, global media support, education in the form of health classes especially sex Ed.
In order to understand how to implement this three part plan we must first understand the origins of the Human Introvernal Virus. According to a statement by a World Health Organization in the book The Invisible Cure by Helen Epstein “the origins of the AIDS virus is of no importance to scientists today.” And I firmly believe that in order to find a cure we must first discover where the Human Introvernal Virus originated from, whether it is from apes in Africa or a remote African town. In the process of discovering the viral origins we can in turn discover how to better live with this virus or attempt to eradicate it
Next in order to understand the scope of the Human Intovernal Virus and how that could impact the economics of implementing this radical idea. In order to do that here are some statistics from Look at Brazil by Tina Rosenberg, “One in five adults are infected with HIV” and “a 15 year old has a better than even chance of dying of AIDS” as you can see we need to implement a radical yet relatively cheap solution to the Human Introvernal Virus epidemic because currently in S Africa the only real solution is the promotion of condoms and some degree of sex ed but as you can see this solution is just not doing enough.
Earlier I mentioned 3 parts to my solution the first part is automation of the pharmaceutical industry- that is king and operating machines that produce medicine cheaply and more effectively. In short my definition of automation is the use and operation of machines- specifically robots to perform the same tasks that a human can do but faster cheaper and more effectively. I believe that this notion of automation should be spread beyond the ethereal bounds of the automotive industry and used to mass produce medicines because so many people don’t have access to proper medical care.
The next phase of my plan and possibly the most costly is getting media coverage of the proper way to treat the Human Intovernal Virus. It is well known that with the emergence of technology enhancing our social capabilities such as Facebook, and MySpace and with the emergence of Smartphone’s that it is getting easier to talk and operate remote media especially when not in the home setting. I believe that this type f media Smartphone’s and Satellite TV should be extended to the people of South Africa Smartphone’s plans and TV packages should be made cheap enough so that even the people of Africa can watch TV this way the health officials can get medical awareness and safety precautions out to those who need it.
The final stage in this three part solution educating the masses is currently already happening so as you can tell this is the least most expensive part of my plan. I already noted from Look at Brazil about the AIDS statistics yet here is more compelling evidence regarding the school situation “ It has Robbed schools of their teachers and hospitals of their doctors and nurses. What I believe needs to be done is that we need to utilize the internet and remote viewing technology to deliver virtual teachers in place of real teachers that way you reduce fatalities while still increasing and thus combating the AIDS epidemic.
In looking at this radical solution I realize that such an ideas does not come without ridicule and criticism in regards to the idea of automation business executives probably wouldn’t endorse this idea primarily because of the initial costs associated with implementing robots primarily because the technology is still in its infancy. My rebuttal to this is simple if the business executives can afford luxury items such as yachts mansions and big parties then they can afford to help fight off the AIDS epidemic.
In regards to the idea of global media support the problem again has to do with money but this time in the form of profits. Making the cable/satellite and Smartphone plans dirt cheap would cut into business profits and thus neither Sprint, Verizon or any of the other big name media suppliers would endorse the idea. My argument thus would be that if the major wireless providers and TV providers would care less about getting enough money and care more about the needs of those who can’t provide for themselves then the epidemic would be easier to combat.
The last phase of this plan has its own criticism and it is this most people would agree that education is important however video conference technology is only available on a few platforms and thus can’t be mass produced as easily as most other technology so my argument is this , the problem that lies here is with politicians not choosing to endorse and supplement the emerging technology to help those who can’t help themselves if the politicians and lobbyists would stop caring about themselves and more about the people who can’t even afford to care for themselves then the AIDS epidemic would already have been dealt with
In my lifetime I have witnessed the rise of cell phone technology the emergence of robotics and the furthering of education but nothing on the scale magnitude and severity of the Human Introvernal Virus. To combat such a formidable predator requires patience dedication and the willpower of nations and the people within those nations. This is a problem that is not impossible but just a difficult challenge that we all must face if we are to save the world of the most horrendous virus in our lifetime.
In order to understand how to implement this three part plan we must first understand the origins of the Human Introvernal Virus. According to a statement by a World Health Organization in the book The Invisible Cure by Helen Epstein “the origins of the AIDS virus is of no importance to scientists today.” And I firmly believe that in order to find a cure we must first discover where the Human Introvernal Virus originated from, whether it is from apes in Africa or a remote African town. In the process of discovering the viral origins we can in turn discover how to better live with this virus or attempt to eradicate it
Next in order to understand the scope of the Human Intovernal Virus and how that could impact the economics of implementing this radical idea. In order to do that here are some statistics from Look at Brazil by Tina Rosenberg, “One in five adults are infected with HIV” and “a 15 year old has a better than even chance of dying of AIDS” as you can see we need to implement a radical yet relatively cheap solution to the Human Introvernal Virus epidemic because currently in S Africa the only real solution is the promotion of condoms and some degree of sex ed but as you can see this solution is just not doing enough.
Earlier I mentioned 3 parts to my solution the first part is automation of the pharmaceutical industry- that is king and operating machines that produce medicine cheaply and more effectively. In short my definition of automation is the use and operation of machines- specifically robots to perform the same tasks that a human can do but faster cheaper and more effectively. I believe that this notion of automation should be spread beyond the ethereal bounds of the automotive industry and used to mass produce medicines because so many people don’t have access to proper medical care.
The next phase of my plan and possibly the most costly is getting media coverage of the proper way to treat the Human Intovernal Virus. It is well known that with the emergence of technology enhancing our social capabilities such as Facebook, and MySpace and with the emergence of Smartphone’s that it is getting easier to talk and operate remote media especially when not in the home setting. I believe that this type f media Smartphone’s and Satellite TV should be extended to the people of South Africa Smartphone’s plans and TV packages should be made cheap enough so that even the people of Africa can watch TV this way the health officials can get medical awareness and safety precautions out to those who need it.
The final stage in this three part solution educating the masses is currently already happening so as you can tell this is the least most expensive part of my plan. I already noted from Look at Brazil about the AIDS statistics yet here is more compelling evidence regarding the school situation “ It has Robbed schools of their teachers and hospitals of their doctors and nurses. What I believe needs to be done is that we need to utilize the internet and remote viewing technology to deliver virtual teachers in place of real teachers that way you reduce fatalities while still increasing and thus combating the AIDS epidemic.
In looking at this radical solution I realize that such an ideas does not come without ridicule and criticism in regards to the idea of automation business executives probably wouldn’t endorse this idea primarily because of the initial costs associated with implementing robots primarily because the technology is still in its infancy. My rebuttal to this is simple if the business executives can afford luxury items such as yachts mansions and big parties then they can afford to help fight off the AIDS epidemic.
In regards to the idea of global media support the problem again has to do with money but this time in the form of profits. Making the cable/satellite and Smartphone plans dirt cheap would cut into business profits and thus neither Sprint, Verizon or any of the other big name media suppliers would endorse the idea. My argument thus would be that if the major wireless providers and TV providers would care less about getting enough money and care more about the needs of those who can’t provide for themselves then the epidemic would be easier to combat.
The last phase of this plan has its own criticism and it is this most people would agree that education is important however video conference technology is only available on a few platforms and thus can’t be mass produced as easily as most other technology so my argument is this , the problem that lies here is with politicians not choosing to endorse and supplement the emerging technology to help those who can’t help themselves if the politicians and lobbyists would stop caring about themselves and more about the people who can’t even afford to care for themselves then the AIDS epidemic would already have been dealt with
In my lifetime I have witnessed the rise of cell phone technology the emergence of robotics and the furthering of education but nothing on the scale magnitude and severity of the Human Introvernal Virus. To combat such a formidable predator requires patience dedication and the willpower of nations and the people within those nations. This is a problem that is not impossible but just a difficult challenge that we all must face if we are to save the world of the most horrendous virus in our lifetime.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Something to really think of !
In life there are times that we all wonder what is the reason that we are on this earth
But the thing is that we might never really know
As we live our lives we unknowing change people lives
Most people will be grateful and if their not don't let that stop you
Many people come into our lives and some stay for a short time while others stay for a life time
We never know how a person will change our life
Be thankful for the time you have with those who you love because you don't want to have any regrets!
Remember enjoy your life
Don't let any one bring you Down
But the thing is that we might never really know
As we live our lives we unknowing change people lives
Most people will be grateful and if their not don't let that stop you
Many people come into our lives and some stay for a short time while others stay for a life time
We never know how a person will change our life
Be thankful for the time you have with those who you love because you don't want to have any regrets!
Remember enjoy your life
Don't let any one bring you Down
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Can you ever get rid of pain
As I sit here I think to myself what can I do to get rid of the emotional pain that people in my life have cause. I don't think anyone can ever really get rid of the pain much less forget. All we can is just forgive and move on with life. My view is if someone cause you pain just forgive them and allow that pain to make you a stronger person. There is someone out in this world for everyone no matter if you are able body or if you are disability. I think so many people are focus on appearance when they need to be focus on the inner person. If someone can't see you for the person that you are then honestly they don't deserve to be in your life period,
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Life
Life is never easy
it is full of up and downs
as I sit here writing this
I think to myself what
is that I want out of
life.
I want to be taken serious
Am tried of been a joke to
people.
News flash am just a human
I want to make a better life for myself
Never under mind me because all
you are doing is feeding my inner fire
it is full of up and downs
as I sit here writing this
I think to myself what
is that I want out of
life.
I want to be taken serious
Am tried of been a joke to
people.
News flash am just a human
I want to make a better life for myself
Never under mind me because all
you are doing is feeding my inner fire
What I think of David
David Burkhammer
you are a loving caring person
you give great advice
...
you are everything a women would want in a man
I know you have been through a lot
but everything you have been through makes you
a better person
Never let anyone change you
Much Love from someone who cares about you
and will never let any one tear us apart
Thursday, July 8, 2010
My heart to you is given by David Burhammer
Elizabeth Rodriguez My heart to you is given:
Oh, do give yours to me;
...We'll lock them up together,
And throw away the key
And Make this the best night we ever had
And Thats all that needs to be said.
Please dont be Sad or Mad
Because your all i ever Had and thats all that matters.
In time you will see my love is true
Because Baby your dream come true.
I think about you Everynight
Even when the sun is bright.
I cry late at night wishing u were near
All i want is you here.
My heart isnt complete without you.
it skips beats everytime we part.
So all i am asking in return.
Is too Let me in your heart.
And Give our love a brand New Start
Because Baby I am your heart.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Keeping the faith
In life things happen that you wish never happen. You think to yourself am I the cause of everything falling apart around me? The truth is no you are not the cause of everything falling apart.Sometimes something have to fall apart for other things to fall into place. In your life time you meet people that change your way of thinking and then you meet others that were only in your life for a second. I just want to thank all the people that have been there for me during my hard times in life. For those of you who had made a difference in my life I thank God for you. God thanks for giving my the tools to fight all my battles head on. I would never forget that you are the one that give me life.
Time for a change
People say that am not going to becoming anything in life. Guess what am going to prove you wrong. I want to let everybody who has any disability that you can becoming anything you want to.Never let anyone tell you different. Many of us give in to the mentally of other people around us. Am here to tell you that you are in control of your own life. We must coming together as a disable community to get our voices heard. If we continue keeping our mouth close then people in the feature will have nothing to look up to. We need to stop living in a dream land and face reality. The smallest things can make the biggest different. Don't be scare to step out on your own faith.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
An update for my readers
I hope everyone is having a good i know that some of you having been waiting a while for me to blog. I just have been busy with my classes and job training. I would like to think everyone who believe in me from day one. If it wasn't for you I would have not made it this far.Since my last blog not much has change am still a collage student. I still have fights with my parents. yes am still living at home. But i am working on finding a way out. My interest have not change am still an inspire writer as you can all tell. I also want to thank Mr. Max Torres God rest his soul for helping me get my own blog page started. many people ask me why do I have a blog page if not a lot people read it? My answer to that is "The reason I have it because I have high hopes that someone may come across it and may want to publish my work. THANK you to all my readers!! I love you all
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Some thing to think about
We as humans often think that we only need to dress our physical bodies But let us not forget that we must at all time dress our spiritual bodies as well. Do not to ashamed to speak of your wrong doing. We all have done something wrong in our lives at one point or other. You must know that we have a heavenly farther that knows us inside and out. He knows when his childern have done wrong but, he is also our forgiving farther! Never be afraid to confess your wrong doing to the lord.
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