Feeling out of place

I like am out of place within my family. Things happen in my family that have affected my life in a negtive way. I often feel like most of the fighting that goes on in my household is in same way do what ever I do. I often feel like I have failed my parents in some way. I always seem to ask myself " AM I every going to do anything right for my parent?" but then ? I remind myself that am doing for me to make me a better person and to become a strong person.