Spiritual connection

As I gone along the path of life I have learn that love and sadness are two major emotions. I am a frim believe everything happens for a reason and God has a purpose for everything he has done in my life. As I go into a new chapter in my life I hope and prayer that my hevenly farther  slowly repairs any broken hearts and as always I ask that you keep those over seas safe

Change

As many know living with a disablilty is not easy. My last two years have not been easy they have been filled with changes. I moved to a new city. I have lost family but I have kept my goals in mind I have moved forward with my education. I continue to educate others about disability. I have an amazing relationship. I will keep on my path and see where it leds to.

Loving someone

Loving someone is never easy but if you are willing to love them despite their flows that is honest love. I can say that I have given my heart and soul in my last relationship  I was happy with this person. I wish him the best of luck of in his new  relationship. I can't help it but be hurt because I give this person my all. Six years of my life we had plan a feature together but i guess that is no more. Will ever really get over any of this? This guy has no idea how much he has hurt me and I don't think he ever will. i never thought i will hurt this much again I did once after a two year relationship ended and know I feel the exact pain all over again. God I  hope you can guide me through this and heal my broken soul.   

How can I emotional detach myself ?

In life  we go through hard times. One question that I ask myself is why is it so hard for people to treat me like a human? I feel like out cast with in my family. The one person that I though was my soul mate has left so broken that it kills me to know that he never really loved me. It kills me more knowing that is willing to love and see me happy but all of the pain that I have been through is keeping me from allowing someone new to love me. I guess god has a reason for allowing us to go through certain situations. I just hope that as time passes I can move pass all this emotion pain and be happy again,

Sadness

Love is a strong emotion so is sadness. When the two mix together you don't know what to do. I always wonder why the important people in my life leave. I often cry cause I don't like loosing those close to my heart. Only God knows why these people are doing this to me.
  I try my best to not let it affected me but it is hard when you feel like that person was meant to be apart of your life for ever. What do you do when someone continues to came in out of your life? I wish I had an answered but I don't.