my soul broken in two.

God, I come to you with my soul broken in two. I always wonder what you have planned for me?  You know why my heart aches for the lost of a romantic love that felt like you created it just for me. It has been a struggle for me to not have a heavy heart when it comes to Pedro. I beg that you help me not to feel sad.

Rough

It has been one up hill battle for me this past of couple weeks.  I have acted like I am doing ok but deep inside I am torn to a million of pieces. I often wonder where did I go wrong?  I can't change the way I feel. I am learning that everyone is selfish. Is it time for me to be that way?  I have always wonder why has God kept me on this earth if I am not helping those he has placed in my path? 

Happiness

In life there are times when you come across people that see you for who you really are. If someone comes to you and opens their heart to you allow yourself the opportunity to see what that person has to offer to you and also what you can offer to them. Never deny yourself happiness. One of my favorite saying is “some people come into your life for a short time others come into your life to stay forever.” So many people I have come into contact with have walked out of my life but, I can honestly say that those that have stayed I am grateful for them.  I am so grateful for the changes that have taken place in my life this year. I have met this amazing person that has captured my heart. I am excited to see where god leads me to next and I would like to see who will be by my side in my next chapter. 

Spiritual connection

As I gone along the path of life I have learn that love and sadness are two major emotions. I am a frim believe everything happens for a reason and God has a purpose for everything he has done in my life. As I go into a new chapter in my life I hope and prayer that my hevenly farther  slowly repairs any broken hearts and as always I ask that you keep those over seas safe

Change

As many know living with a disablilty is not easy. My last two years have not been easy they have been filled with changes. I moved to a new city. I have lost family but I have kept my goals in mind I have moved forward with my education. I continue to educate others about disability. I have an amazing relationship. I will keep on my path and see where it leds to.