Enough pain

When do you know when a relationship or a friendship is over??? I don't think anyone really has an answer to this question. In relationship there are a few lines that should not be crossed. Once they are crossed and damage is done it is going to take a good while for that damage to be repaired. Other time you just need to let that person  go because they might of been meant to be in your life for a short time. Never given them one  ounce of satisfaction. I just want to thank those who have stood by me through my hard times. It's time for me to move on. 

Mixed Emotion

 It is a new year I am trying my hardest to move on from all the bad things done to me which for those of you read this and are close to me know what I mean. I am truly grateful to those of  my few good friends that have stuck by my side even though some of you are miles away. I find myself having to look at some people in my life twice. There are times that I want to truly hate some people but, deep down something in me never allow my hate come out.

I am bless to have the values that have because if I didn't I would not have the will power to go on. I have thought about ending my life so many times. The emotion pain has been hard to let go. I know that those who have passed on are watching over me. I love and miss them all. All I can do now is continue to move froward and hope for the best for my family and myself.