"The clock of life"

The clock of life is wound but once,
And no man has the power
To tell when the hands will stop,
At late or early hours.

Now is the only time you own;
Live, love, work with a will.
Place no faith in tommrow;
The clock may then be still.

My Disablilty

This blog is for my readers that want to know a little bit more about my disablity Cerebral Palsy.There are different types of Cerebral Palsy my is known as Spastic Cerebral Palsy.Quadriplegia or tetraplegia is involvement of both arms and both legs, generally worse in the legs than in the arms

Spastic Cerebral Palsy

Spastic cerebral palsy is by far the most common and is present in approximately 75 percent of all children with cerebral palsy. Spasticity is described as a velocity-dependent resistance to passive movement. This means that the faster you pull against a muscle, the harder it resists or pulls back. Spastic cerebral palsy is divided into diplegic, hemiplegic and quadriplegic/tetraplegic types. Diplegia shows an involvement of legs more than the arms and is the most common type of cerebral palsy. Many times the arms do not seem involved but exhibit at least small deficits in function. Hemiplegia is involvement of the arm and leg on the same side. Classically the arm is more involved but sometimes they seem equally involved. Quadriplegia or tetraplegia is involvement of both arms and both legs, generally worse in the legs than in the arms. In spastic cerebral palsy there are generally signs of upper motor-neuron involvement with increased muscle reflexes, upgoing toes and persistence of primitive reflexes such as the Moro response

The Fight

The heart wants to love
yet we hate
The heart wants to understand
yet we are confused
The heart wants equality
yet we try to dominate one another
The heart wants peace
yet we fight
The heart wants to give
yet we are greedy
The heart wants to help
yet we destroy
The heart wants to care
yet we are insensitive
The heart wants to fight
yet we fell
If only the heart was a little stronger
it could and would be successful

Domestic Violence

Unfortunately, domestic violence is common in teen relationship. It is estimated that 25% of women and 8% of men in the United States have been physically and or sexually abused by intimate partner at some point in their adult lives. The abuser uses fear and intimidation to gain power and control over the other person. It stats with jealousy or possessiveness.

After the relationship becomes more serious, the abuser may begin making threats, name- calling and slamming doors or breaking dishes. 85% of domestic violence victims are women. People who witness domestic violence when they are children are at high risk for being in a relationship as adults. A major health problem that affects the victims of domestic volence is post-traumatic stress disorder. Women are also at high risk for sexually transmitted diseases.

Women who experience domestic violence and more likely to smoke or abuse alcohol. If you are a victim take steps to decrease your risk of injury, such as memorizing phone numbers you can in an emergency and teaching your children not to get in the middle of a fight. It is also very common for the women to blame herself. Some sings of domestic violence are your panter making all the making all the decisions in the relationship. Domestic volence is not good thing so don't put yourself in a relationship that you know is not going to work.

Judgement

Matthew 7 chapter 1 verse state "Judge not they ye but not judged." Many people are judged because of their ethnicthy, sexuallity, religion and physical apperance.

People have been criticize for thier ethnicity since the begin of time. Slavery is a prime example of people being criticize for the color of their color of their skin. African Americans such as Fredrick Douglas and Harriet Tubman decided to stand up for what they believe was right. Fredrick Douglas who was a lecture for the Massachusetts Ant-Slavery Society. He published his own newspaper, "The North Star." Harriet Tubman led the Underground Railroad. Both of them decide to stand up for what they believe was right. If they have not done so people of color wouldn't have a voice. Even today with a voice minorities are judge by their skin and their dialect. Which sometimes leds to racial profiling.

I know people who are judge just because they are attracted to the same sex. Some of them are looked at differently by their own family members because of their lifestyle. People who choose this lifestyle are not generally accepted by society. Often they are victims of violent hate crimes. An ethical stand point is people have a right to express themselves.

Another issue that surrounds the topic of judgement is religon. Many people have been judge by their religion.Even if they are Christians, Catholic, Jewish or Muslims. This is why we have Holy Wars, The Holocaust and a violation of a culture in the name of Christianity who were as the Navtive Americans An ethical stand point of view is that we can choose their own religon. an unethical stand point is religion should not be force upon you.

The main reason we are criticize is by our physical appearances I have been looked at differently because of my physical appearance. My family and friends believe I won't make it because of my inability to walk. No one should be criticize for any reason because everyone is someone important in this world.

"No matter big or small, short or tall, white black, Jewish or Christian the impotant thing to remember we are all unique individuals and the judgemental people are the ones who fail to realize it."

Hope

I often wonderen if there is people who will look pass my disability? I have been talking to two wonderful people who have look pass my physical features and got to know as a person. i have open myself up to both of them. I Know that my feelings for one of them is deep and strong and this person knows it. I feel like all of this is just a dream. I know he was sent into my life for a reson I don't know what the reason is. It might be for a good or a not so good reason. Only time well tell. The only thing I can do is keep the faith and hope for the best. Am glad that I had the honor of meeting them.

My Task By Maude Louise Ray

To love someone more dearly everyday,
To help a wondering child find his way,
To ponder o'er a noble thought,and prayer,
And smile when evening falls.
This is my task.

To follow truth as a blind men long fo light,
To do my best from dawn of day til night,
To keep my heart fit for His holy sight,
And answer when He call.
This is my task.

Thoughts for the Holidays by Scotty

If you lost somebody this year you asked yourself "why me?", "why did he or she passed away?", "what should i do now?", where do I go from here. you may think it's not ok to enjoy the holidays but it really is. Enjoying the holidays doesn't mean you forgot about them or that you love them any less. I know this because this holiday season is going to be hard for me because this is the first holiday season without my grand mother. My grand mother passed away Friday June 20, 2008. Now since my grandmother passed away my life feels empty. I hope everyone has a great and a safe holiday season. RIP MOM WEDNESDAY APRIL 14, 1999. .RIP NANA FRIDAY JUNE 20, 2008

Our Relations By Sixous

The relation is the situation reeled in the bait of lust and infatuation amiration lustation series of dictation, sensation , developing, over durations......probation...commununication.. temption my equal Im thinking it's my destination... I'm hoping without any deliberation with guidece from God's will, the hevenly creator of creation of my life long partner laying the foundation..... But is it just a blot.. Certainly i hope not another cost just to lay my head must you forget we live and we rot though we live to betget not the soul is matched with clot in completion of my journey of lifes. Through the incubation of time and tribulations only the relation let be for real datings endure frustrations.. The battle the will to survive and seek holes to hide .. buy in or be gone with the wind doubting you helplessly yee of lil faith are you.... am i your friend. What a trend strong I be for I seek froever the rubekness of what thy week laughing to the heat that makes you beat.. Doubt attract doubters friends off cowards your done while negative energy sends energy to other negative followers.. Follower I say For He bleaches the paved the negative charges to a decay they leave to the weak for it was and has been written.. and the unbelievers that torch in disbelief. Clean without liquor or dope as I be prue as it is.. It's not the Wiz nothing fale it grows as a kids I before Him knowing a sinner from the beginner the ability of patience is a skill that even tortos came as a winner. The more one leans the demands of a man in relations to the walk through of the burning sands forgiveness comes from those who matter.. no matter what that come my way my lifes in HIS brain matter. Turth be told to have is to hold if I am to release all strains for the sake of argument of no hope and defaet i'd rather release it towards the good o perservirence of Gloy if able at GOD'S feet. I'll change for my Father for he does not hold me any higher demands of seek change until HE gives His hand.

LOVE

LOVE IS PATIENT AND KIND

LOVE IS NOT JEALOUS OR BOASTFUL

LOVE IS NOT ARROGANT OR RUDE

LOVE DOES NOT INSIST ON IT'S OWN WAY

LOVE IS NOT IRRITABLE OR RESENTFUL

IT DOES NOT REJOICE AT WRONG , BUT REJOICES IN THE RIGHT

LOVE BEARS ALL THINGS , BELIEVES ALL THINGS , HOPE ALL THINGS ,
ENDURES ALL THINGS

LOVE NEVER ENDS .

A dream come true

I have meet someone who is wonderful towards me this person always makes me feel so special I feel like there a reason from this person being in my life. I see this is as blessing thanks to him my out look on life has grown before now my out look on life was small but thanks to him and other people having more faith in me now I feel like the sky is the limit for me