Monday, March 3, 2008

LOVE OR LUST

I don’t know why, but my love for him has not left my heart. The harder I try to love someone the way I loved him, My heart has made clear to me that I shouldn’t let any one to take his place in my heart. I often wonder why did he pull himself away from me? Memories of us keep playing in my head.
I don’t know what it is about his voice that relaxes me. When we had someone new in our lives I couldn’t help but wonder if he was truly happy without me in his life. Since he didn’t tell me why he didn’t why he was leaving me I couldn’t help but wonder for two years. During these two year I thought I could forget all about him. I don’t know how he found me but, he did.
When I heard his voice after two year all of the memories of the good times we had come back to me. Now we have started to talk to each other again. My heart is telling me to give him another chance but my mind is telling me not to give him another chance.
“ What should I do?”